Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know


I only have a few minutes left on my lunch
my Diet Pepsi in it's mnml can is nearly gone
and I fear that's the last of my energy today.

The problem with the best things in life is when they're less than stellar
it hurts
it destroys
till it kills.

(okay it doesn't do that but it might as well sometimes)

The trouble is
some days I can't see past my own ignorance and desires
I miss being 19 and knowing everything
life was simpler then.

Being a grown-up and admitting to your mistakes is a lot less fun.

Sometimes I wonder if things would be better if they were different
if I could have turkey melts for dinner every night
if I liked the taste of grape soda
if I didn't have to wear pants all the time
maybe life would be easier.

Or it wouldn't, and I'd have indegestion and a purple stain on my lips and cold legs in the winter.
and
I'd still be 'fessing up to being an idiot just as often.

Maybe things are perfect just the way they are.