trust is a funny thing
because you don't understand how important it is and the implications trusting someone has on yr relationship with them until you don't have it anymore. then all that's left is doubt.
because it doesn't matter if that person is a wonderful, funny, and caring person besides that one fuckup. what matters is that they betrayed yr trust that one time. and it only takes one time.
because then you feel like an asshole for keeping all their secrets. all the bad things they've done or said or private things they don't want spread around and asked you to keep quiet. why bother if you can't be extended the same courtesy?
because, oh yeah, you're a better person than that.
because you know how much it would hurt them if you spilled the beans about something you knew they wanted to be kept quiet. irrelevant of how big or small the news, you knew it wasn't your news to tell.
because their business and your business, unless you choose to share it with someone else, is nobody else's business.
because we're supposed to be friends, god damn it.
because I thought you were better than that.
because I made the mistake of trusting you.
because now I can't anymore.
